December 2009
I am a Wolf, I will not cry. I will show my teeth, and my stronger side. I will howl when I am in pain, and I will fear nothing that tries to stand in my way. I am a Wolf, forever more. There are no more lovers coming near my closed door.
“My great hope is to laugh as much as I cry; to get my work done and try to love...”
– Maya Angelou
You’re the sound of a midsummer sunrise. The shimmer of diamonds shining in your eyes and you make me feel.. so lucky. You’re the star that can light up the night. You are everything heaven here in this life, And no matter if the blue sky turns to grey, the silver lining clouds are on their way. So close your eyes, there’s better times than this. Take a breath and start over again. Cause you just...
Sadie: Where do babies come from? Debbie: Where do you think they come from? Sadie: Well. I think a stork, he umm, he drops it down and then, and then, a hole goes in your body and there’s blood everywhere, coming out of your head and then you push your belly button and then your butt falls off and then you hold your butt and you have to dig and you find the little baby. Debbie: That’s...
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“i love my best fraaaaand (:”
– jen: I’m at the chapel waiting for u to come marry me baby
me: Hahahahaha I’m dyingggggg
jen: Hahah me tooo…dying for ur hand in marriage…goin to the chapel and were, gonna get maaaaarriedd
“it’s time to roll the windows down, feel the cold air all around, we are heading...”
– Cartel
10 rules to live by
1. Realize your own worth. Avoid comparing yourself with others. Each of us is special, because we are different one from the other.
2. Set your own goals based on what is important to you, not what others think is important. Only you know what is best for you.
3. Treasure the things that are closest to your heart. Cherish them as you would your life, without them life is meaningless.
4. Live...
“i’ve got all these memories that i cannot believe in. cause i don’t know where...”
– the early november
he's just not that into you.
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up.
If a guy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we’re told, implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy...
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old blog entry; wtf?
whenever i meet a dude i could totally see myself with, i turn in to some hopeless, silly girl. i try not to be an idiot but i think it’s in my genetic make up. i don’t ever know who likes me or who just thinks i’d make a cool friend and/or hook up. i don’t know if i should take things as advances. or as kindness as to not hurt my feelings. and in being crazy and trying not to break “the rules,” i...
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the quiet things that no one ever knows.
i need an outlet for the way i’ve been feeling lately.
i need want a new laptop.
i need new music to listen to; or to believe in old songs, again.
what i really need is something to inspire me.
…i don’t think i can say that enough.
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I walked over to the hill where we used to go and sled. There were a lot of little kids there. I watched them flying. Doing jumps and having races. And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding...
“All i can do is to be me, whoever that is.”
– Bob Dylan
“Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up...”
– anonymous
If only my mouth was as big as my heart, you’d understand what I am trying to say. (via 365thoughts)
i dont want to start thinking again. not like i have this last week. i can’t think again. not ever again.
i don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. that you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. or just not exist. or just not be aware that you do exist. or something like that. i think wanting that is very morbid, but i want it when i get like this. that’s why i’m...
When you come to think about it, we are all running out of time. We have one less day, lost chances and opportunities. I never really thought about this till I was on my way into work. I just kept thinking about how everything has changed so much, and how things a few years ago will never be the same. We’re all growing up so fast, getting jobs, moving away, its actually quite sad….well not...
“and I just want to know my fate if I keep up this way, but it’s hard to want to...”
– death cab for cutie
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“i’m still carrying a little hope that maybe things could be different, now. is...”
– jimmy eat world
“Monsters are real. And ghosts are real, too. They live inside us. And sometimes…...”
– Stephen King
i want a new place to live.
i want friend i can trust and confide in.
i want a car. i want a puppy. i want to be with the one person who makes me happy. i want to be able to not worry about money. i want to not question myself as to what i’m doing where i am everyday. this prbly doesnt make sense.. or maybe it does….
“Mom, listen, I haven’t been together with topanga for 22 years, but we have been together for 16. That’s a lot longer than most couples have been together. I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together around the block. When we were two, we were best friends. I mean, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color, her favorite food....
the backup plan is ruined
anthony: well, it was nice almost seeing you again!
me: your an ass, if i would have known BEFORE we would have seen eachother
anthony: mhmmm, if you really wanted to you'd be in your car somewhere on my route waiting for me to tell you what gas station im going to!
me: lmfao i think i hate you, im in sweats and a sweatshirt i look like shit you suck at life
anthony: hello delaware river
me: never talking to you again, you break my heart anthony
anthony: bull honkey whose sitting on there butt still while i wisp away into the sun rise/set
me: you! you failed to inform the love of your life that you would be 20 minutes from her beautiful self duhhhh
anthony: denville
me: oh god i could killll youuuu!!! ps thats where my ex lives bahaha
anthony: hibernia rockaway. here i am again
me: were no longer friends, my heart is broken into pieces on my floor. goodbye anthony.
anthony: oh yea? nice try
me: im not kidding, you have officially broken my heart...im hurt and its all your fault.
anthony: ok, bye.
half an hour later...
anthony: blairstown and still goin away..
even if it kills me - motion city soundtrack but...
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adventures; devils tower & the city.
so me, jen, dae and joe aka naked kid decide to go visit the devils tower in Alpine last night and somehow ended up in the city to meet andy samberg and stalk taylor lautner; here are some pictures.
p.s: don’t ask haha
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I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life....
“to have feelings for a person is taking all your time thinking of things to say to that someone staying up late into crackhead hours then waking up to drink cups after cups of coffee as you realize you’ve just smoked all your cigarettes but still have nothing to say but ‘how are you’”
ill never forget the first lyrics you ever sent me; i knew you would be the one.
“this happiness surpasses me. just running up and down my spine whenever im around you my smile beings to shine.”
where did that go? i miss us not what we’ve become.
sometimes, you have to let go what means most; if it’s meant to be, it will always find it’s way.
this song describes absolutely, everything running...
“It’s all in the view. That’s what I mean about forever, too. For any one of us...”
– The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen
“To know that you feel the same as I do
is a three-fold utopian dream.
You do...”
– Incubus | I Miss You
This helped me once. I hope it helps you.
If a guy treats you like he doesn’t give a shit, it’s because he doesn’t give a shit.
If you can find him, then he can find you. If he wants to find you, he will.
Men don’t forget how much they like you, so put down the phone.
If a guy doesn’t call you, he doesn’t want to call you.
Calling when you say you’re going to call is the very first brick in the house you are building of love and...
“Just lonely, baby—doesn’t mean I’m looking for a friend.
I’ve got plenty, I’m...”
– The Gloria Record - A Lull In Traffic
All he has to do is treat her as though there is no one else in the world like her. Give her the time of day. Be sweet to her. Be cute.
Thats it. It’s that simple. Looks don’t matter. Personality is everything.
dead on.
im gunna marry this kid someday (:
me:
you have 3 choices..you gotta fuck one, marry one or kill one...pizza, ramen or turkey bacon w/ egg whites
GO
no but really..
what should i eat?
ha
him:
id rather jsut fuck you and eat later how bout that
fuck pizza
kill ramen
marry breakfast
Watchi really just want to get all my closest friends together and go here to get away from everything.